The Art of Doing. I need to master it. I over-think EVERY thing. Seriously, I mentally drain the life out of every move I make and decision I come to. This tends to happen if while in your younger years you make dumb ass mistake after dumb ass mistake and end up hurting people while bandaging a severely damaged heart of your own. Now, years older, wiser and (((((terrified))))) I try to plot everything out in my mind and triple check to make sure things will work out properly. But, clearly, there's absolutely NO way to guarantee that things will work out. So why worry myself to death? Death being the correct term here because I'm afraid that with all of this thinking and worrying, I'm not LIVING. So maybe I need to stop thinking about things and just DO them.

But....that worries me O___0